And no, one of them is not my blog. Hell no. I actually hate the bloody thing, and blogging at the moment, but I'm past even bothering to comment on the state we all find ourselves in. I have literally been in my room this morning, crying my heart out, feeling sick and well, enough's, enough. I am not the most stable person mentally. I'm not ashamed to admit that I suffer with depression, and I am Bi Polar. And you know when things are getting so out of control that you find yourself jumping at your other half cos you're just so shaky? Well, it's causing upsets at home too. And that's the cut off point for me. If people want to bully, or bitch or what have you. Then no matter what a few of us say, it wont stop. And continuing to do posts about it, all of us, its not going to go away. There are positives in blogging, I'm not completely blinkered. I get to talk to some amazing people, and do amazing things. My kids literally think the Postman brings them toys and things all the time cos he does that to other kids too. I love the way some of you crack me up.
Anyhow, thats it, just to say this is my Gallery Entry for this week, and the theme is "A Picture You Are Proud of".
Taken on Saturday by Elder in my kitchen at home.
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| I LOVE MY BABIES XXX |
These two are my life. They are my reason for being, not some stupid page or pages on the internet. They need a Mummy who is happy. Not one who is upset and anxious at what she writes. Whats meant to be something she enjoys. They love me no matter what faults I may have, or things I can't do. They look up to me for guidance.
And I want to be able to give them the right guidance. Not be a flake.
